Last year was really a tough year for me. I’ve been through a lot of things. From family to friends. From school to money and all things that complicates life. I’ve seen who my real friends are and especially I’ve known when to let go and just let things happen.
Last year, my boyfriend for 3 years and I broke up for the reasons I do not know. I may know it but no, I really don’t. Just like what they say, “Love don’t change. People do.” Yes, it is heartbreaking. I’m not gonna lie. But acceptance is a process that I went through after that. But I always believe that everything happens for a certain reasons. Reasons we do not know unless the right time comes a long. I have done my part and I don’t have any regrets, it may be unfair for me but also for him. I should not be selfish, not at that time.
Last year, I stopped schooling. I was supposedly 3rd year Masscom student but then I decide to stop and make the time useful to think about things I haven’t spend time thinking. Realizations. I’m way too lucky. I must not be so sad and lonely about life and I’m so thankful about my parents because they understand what I’m going through and let me think for myself and give me second chance. Yes, I’m back on the track. Too lucky. Thank God.
Last year, I went back to school and make it my new beginning. New world, new people and new love. I met the guy that will change my perspectives my outlook in life. He made me a better person. Again, Thank God for letting me see the right path. For always giving me the best. For always. For always guiding me in every single journey I need to surpass. And for always making me feel that I’m not alone.
Indeed, last year is a tough year.